as a working adult....

working life is --- u still have to do it even if u dont like it, bcos it's your job.

i cant dance, so i dun dance. i cant do CDR (cytotoxic drug reconstitution), but still, i have to do it!

2day, i REALLY feel the obligation to complete something which i really is very stupid in. i messed up the place and brought troubles to the others. 8 months of my working life, and these two stations really frustrate me -- TPN n CDR.

yup, there is one similarity between them - very technical. having to wear all those spaceman-like sterile attire and go into cleanroom is not the only troublesome part, drawing the drugs and reconstituting them is even harder...FOR ME!!

2day i went into CDR cleanroom for the 1st tm. OK, i am DARN LOUSY in handling all the hazardous chemo drugs. brought troubles to my partner 2day, luckily she was patient enuf 2 help me 2 put things into places. i was clumsy and my skill sucks. i was slow and slow down the whole process.

in the end, whn i was relieved to finally preparing all the drugs, i was informed tht something might gone wrong with what i'd js prepared......*pengsan*

ok, something went wrong during the process and i gave some extra normal saline to a cancer patient. @#$%&*()(&##$. aih....however, this should have no prob la, the patient will be fine. *frustrated....

2mr, i want to do everything nicely, OK?!!!!!!

dunno wat's wrong lately...name tag hilang, kena complain by nurse (clk her) and now produce lousy product.....:(

oh...btw, how do i look?? ;p hahaha!!